You may not be very familiar with Sherri Youngward’s music.
But the best kept secret at 5 Minute Walk Records, with the November release of
her sophomore album (
No More Good-byes), proves that she is definitely a
face to watch for, and more importantly, a voice to listen for. Though the
Christian music comparison charts that we all love to hate liken her to
mainstream artists such as the Indigo Girls and Jewel, Sherri’s
acoustic-flavored, folk-tinged rock boasts one big factor that sets her a notch
above the girls of Lilith Fair: God.
More than the melodious appeal of a
hummable tune or the initial allure of skillfully strummed strings, one cannot
help but to be struck by the faith and conviction that dominate Youngward’s
music. It is the impassioned voice, the heartfelt words that lend such a
personal openness, an invitation that irresistibly draws in her
listeners.
"Urgency is a good way to describe it," Sherri elaborates
thoughtfully. "The thing that stands out to me about anybody’s music is when I
just feel like they have some passion behind it. I mean, I hate to say it, but
I’d almost rather hear somebody, a non-Christian singing about something
honestly, than a Christian singing about the thing that’s the most intimate
thing to me -- the relationship with Christ-- and sound like they’re reading it
off a bumper sticker. I think it’s almost an equal sin."
With this in
mind, Sherri crafts albums imbued with the intimacy and passion she most admires
in music. "Lyrically, I don’t feel like I hide anything, and I never want to,"
is her immediate characterization of the song-writing process. "As far as my
relationship with Christ, I never want to try and cover that up so I can ‘slip
into the world.’ I’ve already been there," she adds laughingly. "I don’t really
want to go back!"
"But on the other hand," she continues, "I hope to
write in such a way that a person could say, ‘Well, I go through that, too, but
she’s found some help.’ Because I wasn’t raised in the church, I think I’m very
sensitive to what it’s like to be a non-Christian. I mean, seriously I had no
church background. So I’ve never gotten the ‘Christian-ese,’ as they call it. I
don’t want to be that way. I guess I hoped that somebody could come (to one of
my concerts) and bring somebody that’s not a Christian and that at least they
would know that whatever I was talking about, I meant and was real in my life.
Basically, that’s what drew me. That’s how I became a Christian."
And
having lived the first eighteen years of her life hearing little or no mention
of God or His love, by the time Sherri came to know the Lord, she had reached a
low point.
"I was getting to the point where I was getting pretty
dangerous as far as the amount of partying I was doing. And I didn’t care. I
mean, as far as life went, I really didn’t care"And it was getting evident in
the things that were happening to me."
But under the guidance of a
friend’s parents, she began, through the genuineness of their actions and lives,
to see Christ for the first time.
"I was actually very drawn to them
because they weren’t fake at all. I saw that they had problems, but I also saw a
difference in them, Like, if I went over there, I would purposely not be high --
which didn’t happen very often in my life at that point -- because I felt
disrespectful. And now I look back and I realize I really believe it was God’s
Spirit in that home that was convicting me. But to make a long story short, one
day I cut school and I was in talking with her mom in her kitchen, and she was
talking to me about Christ, I didn’t really get everything she was talking
about. But all I knew was that whoever she was talking about was real to her and
that He was in her, And she told me, ‘One day, you’re going to get sick of this
life that you live.’ And I practically interrupted her and said, ‘I hate my
life. I don’t even want to be alive.’ And she asked me if she could pray with
me, When I opened my eyes, I just was cleansed from head to toe. I was a
different person. I really knew something happened."
And indeed,
something had really happened. Sherri began attending church for the first time
in her life, and about a year and a half later, she joined YWAM (Youth With A
Mission) and traveled with them throughout Mexico and Central America. But those
first eighteen years as a non-Christian still impact her music and ministry to
this day.
"I would definitely say so, It’s one of the things that I
think of a lot when I start asking myself if this is really a valid ministry --
because it’s easy life, and it matters to me what I do with my life. I remember
those first years sitting in church and having somebody just get up there with a
guitar and sing. And it really ministered to me. It was like this soothing
feeling that I’d never experienced, and I’d been around music a lot. But there
was just something so different. I think that just made a difference to me. It
kind of showed me that there’s something to this; I guess the newness of it,
maybe, and the fact that I hadn’t seen it before. So I think there’s something
special when it’s that way. It’s brand new, and you’re just seeing it with an
un-jaded view."

And in the end, it would seem that
sense of newness, that special sight of child-like simplicity, is the purpose
and the force behind Sherri’s music. For there is an unmatched honesty in being
"real," in recognizing flaws and difficulties, but greater still, in recognizing
that God is Lord over all. And reading the words of Sherri’s very first song,
"Peace," unite this concept. As she wrote, "I thank my Heavenly Father who took
hold of me years ago in Julie Crowley’s kitchen, and never let me go."
He
still holds on today.
From her first album,
Faces, Memories,
Places"This is the first song I ever wrote. Simple words, simple
chords, simple truth. Written for anyone else like me who needs to be
reminded."
Peace be still
Lay all your worries down
Be still, Oh my
soul
For our God, is in control
And if God is for us
Then whom
shall I fear
And our God is for us
So lay down, be still
He is
God
Hallelujah, our God has overcome
Hallelujah, our Lord, Jesus
Christ
Has won